A Barefoot Girl

A barefoot girl is trying to sleep, but her thoughts are chasing her, and putting words in the mouths of others. The barefoot girl believing it. The barefoot girl feeling useless. The barefoot girl feels like life is an endless countdown, that will keep on going for decades. The barefoot girl is important until her 20s, because she will graduate soon, and serve her country until she will be 21-22. Later, the barefoot girl will be a burden. The barefoot girl doesn't mind walking barefoot on glass, nails, lava, boiling water and sharp knives, because she wants to hurt herself, but doesn't have the courage to do it. 

The barefoot girl screaming at night, but her roommates are not letting her do so. The barefoot girl crying at night, but the pillow is soaked with her tears. The barefoot girl surrounding. 

The barefoot girl leaving her apartment, and goes outside, wearing an orange T-shirt, like the place she loved but got closed and disliked her a little bit before it, and a pair of pink shorts. The barefoot girl lives on the highest floor of a tall building.

 The barefoot girl wants to climb to the roof and spend the rest of the night freezing there and hoping she won't wake up next morning, but the ladder is tied to the railing of the building. 

The barefoot girl puts one of her legs on the other side of the railing. The barefoot girl wants to put both her legs on the other side of the railing, but she doesn't have any courage to do so. The barefoot girl knows that if she will do so, she will hit the floor and the neighbours will be awake. The barefoot girl might achieve her goal of not waking up by doing so, but it will traumatize many others. 

The barefoot girl goes back in the apartment and going to sleep. The barefoot girl wakes up in the morning, knowing no one will notice her will to fall asleep and never wake up.